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IT'S HALF PAST MIDNIGHT OVER HERE BUT I'M NOT SLEEPY ENOUGH AND I DON'T GIVE ENOUGH SHITS TO FORCE IT EITHER

so i'm just gonna catch up with some tags, lmao

tagged by :iconnadeshikofan:

Rules:
1. You must posts these rules.
2. Each person has to share 10 things about them.
3. Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the persons you tag will have to answer.
4. Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page to inform them they are tagged.
6. Not something like "you are tagged if you read that".
7. You have to legitimately tag 10 people.
8. No tag backs.

I'M NOT TAGGING ANYONE OR INVENTING QUESTIONS, GOD I'M NOT THAT BORED

anyway

ten things about me

1. None of my APH OCs are in any way related to my ethnic background, nor are they of places I've ever travelled to.
2. I am obsessed with Sword Art Online. Okay to be more precise, I think the series was handled badly but I CANNOT GET OVER THE CONCEPT OR THE SOUNDTRACK AND HONEST TO GOD I WOULD DIE HAPPY IF SOMEONE DID A JOINT DOUJINSHI PROJECT WITH ME ON THIS UGH //cries into the moon (and we can fix those plotholes, bahahaha---//bricked)
3. I am a melon, I am the sun, I am a pirate, I am a gorgeous sunflower, I am a pretty cupcake and when it comes to dA families I tend to be a mom or an aunt SO DOES THAT MAKE ME A SHAPESHIFTER????
4. why can't i be someone's grandpa already i'd happily sit in a rocking chair and yell at people to get off my lawn
5. i start next week at my new college tralalalala sir george seymour college of tourism YOU'RE FREE TO LOOK IT UP, LOL IDC
7. i'm near 170cm in height WHO'S TALLER THAN THAT???
8. i used to go to an anglican church school and i got away with calling a girl a slut in front of my entire grade there I AM NOT MAKING THIS UP and btw it was for a skit performance i wasn't insulting her seriously but STILL THE TEACHERS DIDN'T SAY A THING ABOUT IT
9. i have this weird thing where i thrive on a certain drama for a day or so and then i'm like "wow get over it you little shits" meanwhile everyone else thrives on it for weeks or something BUT THEN I'LL COMPLAIN ABOUT IT FOR HALF AN HOUR SOME YEARS LATER in a weird sort of 'HEY REMEMBER THAT TIME WHEN THIS SUCKED? WOO' - so basically in a few months i'll make sure to remind you guys of THAT ART THIEF YOU APH ASEAN FANDOM SHOULD ALL KNOW THE ONE ahuehuehue
10. I REALLY LIKE CEREAL, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME

okay so uh the questions

1. Holy crap! Something just crashed into the wall of your room! What were you doing before that happened, and what's your reaction after?
i'm on my laptop and basically i'm going to be like HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET UP HERE cuz i'm on the second storey of a house that's up the top of this hill and there's this steep driveway and all these stairs and BASICALLY SOMEONE WOULD HAVE TO TRY REALLY FUCKING HARD TO CRASH INTO MY ROOM

2. It's all good, it's just your #1 OTP. Apparently the bad driver of the pairing just magically crashed into your room... so what do you do now that it's your OTP..?
IT'S PROBABLY YONG SOO AT THE WHEEL i will fine the fuck out of that guy and hope he pays for the damage done you little korean shit BUUU THAT'S MY ROOM NOT EVEN MY OTP CAN MESS WITH THAT 8U

3. Aw, your OTP has to get going now... do you have a question for them before they leave? And how do they answer it?
"CAN I COME TO YOUR WEDDING"
"no"

actually tbh i'd probably ask for their love story of how they got together and fdkjslgjfdksghdfkjhsgfk
and maybe for their skypes so i can be that annoying dudepal that bugs them

4. If you can describe me using one word, what would it be...?
swell
by mel definitions that's a really good compliment ok

5. What would you like to see from my gallery? [As in, what stuff would you like for me to submit onto dA?]
I KNOW YOU WRITE FICS SO
KORPIRI FANFICS PLZ

6. Favorite plz icon?
:iconasdfghplz:

7. Back to the #1 OTP questions~ [since apparently that's all I can think of for now,] it's a love triangle now, who's in it now, and who's in love with who?
ooh
MEXPIRIKOR
Where Mexico and South Korea are both in love with Philippines and she's kind of like 'what do' and then Mel is like "HERE, OT3 TIME" and done >8'|

8. Pick a song that'd perfectly match your OTP!
'Lucky' by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH

9. On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being the best], how much do you love your OTP?
999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 x infinity thank u

10. Ok ok, done with these questions, you must be happy that it's over now~ o3o
but my dear the fun is just beginning MORE TAGS

ok who's next

:iconhlindsayt:

OH IT'S THE SAME MEME AGAIN WELL HOT DARN

ok what's the questions

1) What is your preferred genre in literature, anime, manga, etc?

I like a damn fine fantasy setting, none of that guns and mecha shit, gimme swords and stuff thank


2) What is your favorite season?

hmm SPRING


3) Do you observe your surroundings?

sometimes lol


4) Do you like seafood?

...mostly just prawns and shrimps... I'll have crumbed fish occasionally, but if I'm not in the mood, I'm not in the mood. 8I


5) If you ever come to a situation when you have to either choose between your life or a family member/best friend/or someone who really saved you/just someone precious in your life, would you sacrifice? Or have that someone be the sacrifice?

wait but to save me that someone would have to be the sacrifice right--//bricked

uhhh it would honestly depend on the circumstances


6) If you could visit only one country and it would be your last trip outside your country, which would it be?

what if i just moved to europe and trolled the question by never going back home :UUUUUU


7) Do you prefer tea or coffee?

TEA


8) Are you a deep thinker?

more than you'll ever know


9) Do you have more energy at night?

/raughs


10) Do you think pandas are awesome?

hell yeah they are


OK WHAT'S NEXT


tagged by waifu :iconnigihayamis:

1. What's your OTP and what if they became canon?

hahahaha you have three guesses and what do you mean 'what if', they're totally canon in at least a thousand or so AUs //sobs

2. Have you seen/watched Free!, Shingeki no Kyojin (or Attack on Titan) and the Dangan Ronpa anime? just curious.
I'VE WATCHED FREE AND I LIKE IT SO FAR - i updated my shipping list with my 'Free!' ships btw guys mhm mhm

3. Where are you from?
AOTEAROAAAAAAA

4. What's your favorite manga?
hmmm Fruits Basket and Azumanga Daioh ;u;

5. Favorite novel?
uh

6. Favorite Magi character?
um

7. Would you like to meet your online friends in real life?
duhhhhhhhhh

8. Do you like penguins?
penguins are fabulous

9. How about bunnies?
not as fabulous as penguins

10. What do you think about me, :iconnigihayamis:? ; 7 
YOU ARE MY EXCELLENT WAIFU WONDERFUL CARING PERSON <333

OK who's next on the chopping block

:iconxxchocomelkgirlxx:

hey i wonder if i have to answer 10 questions again

oh, this time it's 11 things about me

uhh let's take the list i posted earlier in this journal and add this
11. MY FEET ARE NUMB I HAVE PINS AND NEEDLES AHAHAHAHAHAHA

not tagging anyone, sorry not sorry

ok what's next

okay, tagged by :iconclear5000:

i'm starting to feel a bit popular at this rate i'm crai

MORE QUESTIONS

1. What's your favorite song?
...ooooh. Ummmm, I have a few. 'Accidentally in Love' by The Counting Crows, 'Hey There Delilah' by the Plain White T's, 'Listen' by Beyonce, 'Stop' by the Spice Girls, 'What You Waiting For' by Gwen Stefani, and 'Hakuna Matata' from the Lion King.
YEAH NO BAD JUDGING OF MY CHOICES, YOU HEAR THAT?

2. What do you like to do in your free time?
answering your questions apparently - also eating, gaming, doodling, roleplaying and rambling about things

3. Something you say a lot?
sob, ahuehuehue, KJLDFHSGKJFDLSHGKJFLHSGKRNKUSHFDLKJVSHFKJG, dandy, fabulous, /laughs into the _____ (insert a word at the blank, it varies), I'm probably forgetting some obvious ones lol

4. Favorite fandom?
Hetalia! It's allowed me to explore so many different sides to me, plus I've made some awesome friends and so on. AND I FINALLY GOT TO BE IN A FANDOM WHERE I'M THE OLDIE SENPAI LOL but i still don't get how people look up to me aside from me being sort of tall for a person my age (SO MANY PEOPLE ARE SHORT, IT'S WEIRD I'M NOT THE TALLEST OF MY IRL FRIENDS BUT I SEEM TO BE TALLER THAN MY ONLINE FRIENDS WAT)

5. What is something to the right of you?
my bedside table?

6. Your OTP? (If you have one)
"if you have one"
"if you have one"
"IF YOU HAVE ONE"

don't make me throw a pitchfork

7. Someone or something you like to relate yourself to?
i will relate myself to my father because he writes books and that's neat

TIME TO PLUG AN ADVERTISEMENT

MY DAD WRITES BOOKS

HIS WEBSITE IS HERE

8. Your favorite time of the day (i.g. Morning, noon, certain time, etc...) 
night time i am like an owl but not like that owlman or w/e he's called i'm more like an owl-uncle and uncles are cool

me and my brother have a fictional character named uncle wendy and he's rad

9. Your favorite genre in literature? 
FANTASY 8UUUUUUUUU

10. Are you more of an indoor or outdoor person?
are you seriously asking that to someone who goes on deviantart omfg //crais

OKAY ARE THERE ANY MORE???

NO??

OH THANK HEAVENS

i'm not tagging anyone

but you might get a cookie if you read through all this

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ONTO MY MUSINGS HAHAHAHAHHAA

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okay here's where things go from crack to lame so you're free to ignore all this shit

Basically my depression's really fucking worse at the moment and has been for the past few weeks. I'm more alone than any of you can ever know. No, I won't go venting off a sob story, none of you want to hear that and nobody wants to hear it irl either. I don't want to burden anyone ever and no you can't tell me I wouldn't be a burden because I can't help but take that as a lie. Right now I feel really abandoned too, by people online, by people irl... I don't think I'm worth anyone's time anymore. That's not to say I'm going to do anything drastic because you see, over the years I've mastered the art of covering up my true emotions. So yeah, after I post this journal, I will start commenting and saying shit as though this stuff was never ever typed. And this paragraph was more of a 'so this is how i feel' thing, not a 'this is how i feel so go ahead and comment' because honestly, I find it so so hard to believe any form of comfort nowadays. You don't know the whole story, you don't know what i've been through.
 
So I honest to god will hide any comment that tries to pretend to understand, that tries to be all 'I'm here for you', 'of course you're worth the time!' and anything along those lines.
 
Because rationally, logically, I know all of these things.

But I don't believe any of it right now, no matter how hard I try. Please don't force it upon me, I don't want that.


It's kind of ironic to be honest. I like to be there for others as much as I can and I like to offer advice. I've had a shit load of life experiences, some so outrageous you guys would be going 'what the hell' for sure. I guess that's why those personality tests rated me as sympathetic and empathetic. It's kind of something I like to do, place myself in another's shoes and relate to their situation as much as possible. I've never felt too burdened by other people ever... so what's ironic is how much I want to be there for others, but if it were the other way around... no. I don't think I know anyone who could truly place themselves in my shoes and know how to handle it all.

OKAY OKAY BUT ON THE OTHER HAND

I do think these story ideas that I've been working on (the doujinshis) will be a weird sort of therapy for me. 'Knocking on Heaven's Door', 'The Foretelling', 'The Curse'... they all have messages behind them, close to my heart. I think those will be brought out over time... and they are messages I think many should always be reminded of, even myself. Thinking about it makes me tear up a little.

I guess in a sense, when it comes to my creativity and all those ideas I have, I really like to project myself onto the storyline and the sorts of things the characters go through. I keep making things difficult for characters I like, I want to see how they overcome it and the things they learn along the way. I like moral ambiguities so much because nobody is completely good and yet nobody is completely bad. Sometimes you have to go through all these wrongs to arrive at what's right. The journey is so important.

So I guess I want to thank my watchers and all those supporting my doujinshis and fanworks for indulging me with all this.

And I hope by tomorrow (the 17th for me), I'll have my one year anniversary artwork for 'The Curse' completed! c:

So uh, I guess this journal went from rambly crack to depressive moping that NOBODY IS ALLOWED TO COMMENT ON IN THIS JOURNAL >:I to some vague creative optimism

sigh i live off my creativity too much SIGH SIGH
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dID SOMEBODY SAY

SWORD ART ONLINE?!?!?!?!?!

ohymygod im watching it im on ep 16 so fucking awesome god jesus christ