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North Korea just declared war on South Korea. Any thoughts? ^w^
Hope it doesn't all go to shit??

What's the "gayest" song you've ever heard? (No offense people. It's just for the lulz)
Gay Fish. Because it's about Kanye West being a Gay Fish.

Which is better? Getting stuck in a bathroom with Justin Bieber or being in a stranded island with Nicki Minaj? I WON'T TAKE "A HOW ABOUT NO" FOR AN ANSWER. (Again, no offense.)
Bathroom with Justin Bieber cuz I can flush him down the toilet if I feel like it.

What color is the alphabet?

The proudest (female) boner you've ever got? uvu
...I'm asexual.

You're now the Time Lord. What's the first thing that you'd do?
Travel to a better future kthnxbai.

So I've heard of the breadfish. What if he met the sea pancake? (LOL Tumblr references XD It's alright just answer anything you want) idk.

Do you think they have pirates (as in swash-buckling bucaneers) in Russia? OvO
Sure, why not.

If I were a song, what song would I be? uwu
Let's go with Living La vida Loca cuz idk, it would be amusing

From the scale of one to Taylor swift, how many clouds are there in the universe?
Less than the number of Taylor Swift's ex-boyfriends.


Tagged by :iconmarimariakutsu:

1.) Whose Nation's (Nations') culture would you like to more of?
uhhh. Colombia. I wanna get back to studying Latin America sometime.

2.) Got a Hetalia crack pairing? Wanna share it?
I got loads. I mean, Norway/Belarus is crack and I fucking love it.

3.) Wanna share your thoughts on Hetalia Crossovers?
Love 'em, not enough time for all of them.

4.) If Hetalia were to be in a Mega Crossover, do you think it'll bring absolute world peace? Or total annihilation to all the universes involved?!

5.) Are you a self-taught writer/artist? (If so, how did you learn your craft?)
Mostly both, I guess. IDK. I just do whatever and hope for the best.

6.) What animal would you like to associate yourself with? (Why?)
Meercats. They're cute so I guess I can finally be cute.

7.) Do you guys have feels for Facebook?

8.) Ever been a fan of any of CLAMP's works? (xxxHolic, Cardcaptor Sakura, Tsubasa Chronicles, Chobits, etc.)
Yeah. CCS.

9.) Ever thought of drawing food?  (Succulent and delectable foood~!)
...Not often.

10.) Share your favorite myth/folklore/legend regardless of their country or culture of origin.
Uh... I like fairytales, I guess. The sappy stuff. IDK.


tagged by :iconarcel-16:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 6 things about themselves on their journal.
3. (In the end you have to choose "11" people to tag and post their icons.) I'm not good at tagging people
4. Go to the page and send a message to who you tagged telling them to do the tag
5. You cannot tag the person who tagged you.
6. Not worth tagger things like "if you're reading this consider yourself tagged", the 11 persons have to be legitimate.


1. I'm thinking of going into a travel/tourism based career.

2. I love juice bars.

3. I really want the new Pokemon Mystery Dungeon game, sob.

4. I own three cats (a longhaired Tabby named Viggo, a Tonkinese named Leia and a Siamese named Berlioz - yes, like one of the Aristocats kittens) and two dogs (greyhounds named George and Mynx)

5. I used to be a yaoi fangirl who felt a bit odd shipping het. Now I'm a het fangirl who feels a bit odd shipping yaoi. The reversal amuses me.

6. Uh... idk what to put. Um... my height is 5'6-ish????


i can't be assed with tagging ok.


Anyways, an update. Thanks to all those who commented on the last journal, it means a lot to me to have so much support from others. Especially now, since of my parents has chosen to disrespect and belittle me when I tried to explain my situation, not even trying to understand my situation or where I'm coming from. I really don't want to go into detail about that, because it makes me so upset when I think about it. And the medication's making me have bouts of sickness too and I struggle with eating and sleeping. I barely have motivation to attend my classes either. All in all, I just feel really shit, worse than before. But I do want to get better, so thanks for treating me kindly.

Though lol, icing on the cake: I was supposed to receive the Hetalia artbook thing that I bought from someone and they stood me up when we were supposed to meet today. Joy to the world, bash my head into a wall.

But in the last journal, a few people have admitted to similar situations and so on. You guys can come to me to talk if you wish. I think I can be quite an understanding person and I've helped out with advice a lot before. I don't want any of my friends to feel as though they have to remain quiet. I know I have, and it's painful. It's not fair to feel as though you have to be in a corner with your problems and that you can never open up to anybody. It's a familiar feeling that I want to break from and I want to help anyone else who needs it, to try and break from such feelings too.

So know that I can be here for you if you wish for me to be.


Ahahaha unrelated but I've decided on my 'episode titles' for 'Knocking on Heaven's Door'. Y'all should already know the first one but here they are:

1. Welcome to the Afterlife
2. What I Couldn't Protect
3. The Night Hearts Connected
4. Victory Game
5. The Solitude
6. System Cheats
7. Breaking the Barrier
8. What Saved my Life
9. Getting to You
10. Earning
11. The Golden Girl
12. Clear the World
13. Raise Your Voice
14. Lady Luck
15. Bravery
16. End of the Road
17. Farewell to the Afterlife

what you may expect is a lot of plot similarities to 'Angel Beats', but as you can see, I have more 'episodes' than 'Angel Beats' does. This is because of additional storylines, as well as more fleshing out of characters. Something that always frustrated me about AB was how we never really got to learn about many of the backstories or how characters died.

Oh yes, each episode has a different character on the cover from: Kyle/Australia, Cahaya/Indonesia, Maya/Malaysia, Rajan/India, Kiku/Japan, Maricela/Philippines, Yong Soo/South Korea, Russell Lee/Singapore, Nasreen/Brunei, Lorosae/Timor Leste, Leon/Hong Kong, Mei/Taiwan, Linh/Vietnam, Somchai/Thailand, Myo Thet/Myanmar, Pheakdei/Cambodia, Noi/Laos and Lucio/Macau. Kyle's obviously on the first one. The third episode has two characters on the cover... ahuehuehue, which character do you think is on which cover? I'll be amused if anyone bothers taking a guess at it.

Anyway, I guess that's it for now. Bluh.
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VirtuosoMyrmidon Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Aiyo, if you want to vent or anything, you can always drop me a note. ;u;
Medication sometimes makes things worse, I can understand that anxiety medication gave me a shit load of nausea, so I stopped taking it, but try your best to rest. I'm pretty sure school can be a complete bitch when you're going through something like this, but try and rest the best you can, okay? You honestly deserve more in life, and it pretty much pisses me off that your family is apparently not being supportive enough when you need emotional support etc. Anyways, if there's really anything I can do, don't be afraid to tell me!!:icontsunderefaceplz:
I only slightly know what you're going through, but I just have Panic Disorder and General Anxiety Disorder, so I just get odd fears and extremely accelerated heart-rate at times. However, I feel you on the lack of sleep bit...

Idk which cover for Pheakdei, so I'm taking a shot in the dark and saying either Raise Your Voice or Bravery //sob
JustSomeRandomKidLol Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
"From the scale of one to Taylor swift, how many clouds are there in the universe?
Less than the number of Taylor Swift's ex-boyfriends."

melonstyle Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2013
Fantastalia Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013
And of course i hope it doesn't go all that shit. Once China joins in, were all dead.
Fantastalia Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013
4. Peace FTW!
misschocoholic Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013  Student Traditional Artist

That's all I need to say about the situation between the Koreas

I really don't know what to say about your parents

Please just remember that we are here for you
Colors-of-Fire Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
The Korean Brothers war? Well, I hope it won't lead to something worse… Like the start of WW3 or something…
melonstyle Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013
neither. I've heard different stories about the whole thing though, so I'm really unsure at this stage.
GalaxyFart Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It'll be okay, Mel. Don't worry.
melonstyle Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013
I wish I could really believe that. I mean, I know it will be eventually, but yeah.
GalaxyFart Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I've said this countless times before, but you can always talk to me if you ever feel like wanting to talk.
TUNSEM Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Oh man I can't decide which chapter I think is in relation to Mei and Leon's background but my guess would be maybe 7 or 3 ohoho. WATCH ME BE COMPLETELY WRONG AHAHAHA
Anyway I'm too lazy/don't know enough about the other characters to guess anymore.
I will be looking forward to this comic very much wahaha.
It's making me miss Angel Beats! though.
Maybe I'll rewatch it.
melonstyle Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013
Ahahaha, one of your guesses is right, ohoho~

and thanks. I plan to rewatch it yet again soon too. XD
TUNSEM Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Student Traditional Artist

Dude we can have in depth discussions on it and everything.
melonstyle Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013
ahuehuehuehue, perhaps so
marimariakutsu Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I do hope you're still okay. Hey, maybe they're just wrong and they're just exaggerating everything that's happening. Nothing like this has happened to them so I guess that pretty much explains it.

Are the ep titles based around the ep's themes? Or dialogue that'll pop up somewhere in the ep?

melonstyle Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013
Exaggerating? It was more like he was trying to downplay everything. It was just not okay.

And the ep titles are based around themes, ahaha
marimariakutsu Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Forgive me...

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